Ny Bevissthet

Et sted for oppvåknende Mennesker

Goddess of Creation

Shelly Dressel

A place to explore your own divinity; a place to find a balance within yourself which may reflect in the way you live your life. ~~~ It's time to move into the energies coming to earth and bring that energy into yourself and those around you.

Opening Your Heart Center

 

Sunday, 05 April 2009

The more we live in the 4th dimension, the more we are living through our heart centers.  This channel which focuses directly on the energy flowing through your heart is very powerful!  I even felt physically sore throughout my chest a couple of days afterwards!

The Goddess spends the first part of this channel integrating within the physical body, really feeling an alignment.  We then shift into the crystalline grid and create a new relationship with this energy.  The crystalline grid is expanding as more and more of us use it as means of transitioning energy.  Once we create this alignment, we shift into the All That Is.  Here is where the Goddess works with each one of us in creating a new alignment.  She becomes a ball of light that moves through your physical heart.  In this manner she is shifting your energies from a cellular structure outward.  It felt as if she was working to release energies or anything that may be blocked within your heart center.  But in addition to that she was also assisting you to shift the molecular and electrical structures.  There was an amazing amount of light that then emanated in all directions from each person who was present and experiencing this.

This channel took place the week before Easter and there was a draw from many people to have Yeshua come forth.  Sananda, which is the over soul of Yeshua, did come to make his presence known.  His soul essence has also incarnated as; Buddha, Muhammad and Abraham, to name a few.  These aspects were all present and filled the room such love and light.   From here the Goddess spoke more so about spirituality and religion.  The very definition of this is changing at this time in accordance with this shifting energy. 

During this time of transition, I encourage you to all that you can to love, support and nurture yourself.  This channel is a wonderful way in which you can. 

 

Nama sika; Venia benya         I AM the one; I AM the whole

I greet you my beloved family.  I throw wide my arms, I send out my love, I express my joy and excitement to be able to share this time with you.  This is the anniversary in which Shelly and I have been getting together with you and others for these teleconferences.  Indeed it's been six years on the earth plane time, but the length of time in energy years has been in some ways much shorter and in other ways much longer.

I invite each one of you to take an opportunity and just think back to where you were six years ago.  What were some of the main things happening within your life? How did you feel?  What was your focus?  What were some of the things that were important for you to manifest?  Following the time since then coming forward, you recognise how there were periods in your life that felt as if they were at a standstill and then other experiences that seemed to go past in fast motion.

 This is one way of looking at how time and space will be shifting even more distinctly in the years to come.  We speak of the crystalline energy as it's coming into the earth; we speak of new energy.  We speak of dimensions, time, space.  We speak of that which is physical, that which is not.  All of this is what creates the experience that everyone is moving through.

 You may think that you yourself are living your life having these experiences or whatever it is that's going on and at times it feels as though you are so very alone.  Be aware that you are not alone.  Be aware of the multitude of people on earth who are now working with these energies, who are now feeling them, who are now integrating them.  No matter where you are upon your journey, you are still where you are right now in this moment. 

 Everything within your past has created this moment.  As you look at the future, what you are doing right now is setting up perhaps the foundation or expanding the foundation.  But it matters not; you make choices, you live your life, you allow for everything to unfold within your life.  That is all that you can do.  Let go the past, be open and allow for the future, but let your focus and your attention be within the now moment.  

Breathe deeply with me.  Breathe in the essence and the energy that is all around you right now.  Whenever you breathe and you follow that breath down through your lungs and to your heart center, as you feel it moving and swirling through your body, it brings your focus right back within you.  If there are times in which you feel disconnected, disoriented, ungrounded; simply allowing your focus and your breath to be upon the breath that you take into your physical body, you have the ability to come back into this moment.

You can use your breath for much more than that.  In this next year of expansion upon the earth we will be working with ways in which you can shift your focus, the ways in which you can allow the crystalline energies to support you, and the ways in which you can move forward.  Yes - this is where you are right now

The last several weeks upon the earth have been very intense for many, many people.  As I'm looking at the various dimensions or levels of energy, I perceive that those of you who have already been working with these energies felt it quite profoundly in your heart center.  Some of you felt it in your other energy bodies as if an awakening took place.  But one of the biggest differences is that the collective consciousness of the earth had a profound ripple that moved through it.  This ripple touched on the lives of most everyone.  This ripple opened up a door within the consciousness of the average person

This ripple is one of the first of many that allowed a large influx of energy to come in and be integrated within the earth.  I know we've spoken of that in the past and I know there have been influxes of energies in varying degrees many, many times over the last number of years.  But so many of those were only felt by those of you who are more open and aware.  That's why I speak of this one as being unique because it was one of the first of many in which a large number of the collective consciousness and those who are as yet unaware are taking great strides towards this new energy, this new vibration, and this new awareness. 

I say to you, my beloved friends - be aware of the relationships around you.  You may find that more and more people are coming to you, asking you for answers, but you yourself have your own questions.  You may wonder what do I say.  How do I answer?  Is this my responsibility?  And I say to you, never ever take this on as a burden.  Speak only from your heart.  Speak only what is true to you and that is all you need do.  Everything else will fall into place.  Allow that to happen.  Allow these relationships to evolve.  Allow yourself to move into this new experience that will be your own.

And with that we will begin our journey for this evening.  Once more breathe down within your physical body, take a breath that allows it to go deep within you, and from within your core essence have a sense of sending out a spark, sending out an energy.  Send out and open up your consciousness so that it may expand.  Release that deep connection within your physical body and allow your consciousness to shift.  As you do this you find yourself upon the energies of the magnetic grid.

As you move into this space, feel what it is to you.  Feel the expansion; feel who you are within your higher self.  There is a greater flow of energy that moves from within this space into you in your human existence as a result of everything that is happening.  Allow that awareness to move through your consciousness at this time.  You see the other sparkles of light that are all around you.  You may send forth and link with any one of them or with all of them if you so choose.

  Allow that perception to simply flow through you.  You need not analyse it or focus upon it.  Have a sense then of shifting your focus.  As if you are looking outward, allow your energy to move out.  You move through an interlocking grid and find yourself within the crystalline grid. 

For some of you we have a sense of dancing.  I have a sense of the sparkles of light that just expand and bounce and fly and swirl.  This place is one that you've become much more comfortable with.  The vibration is very easy for you. Allow that focus to move through.  Allow yourself to feel all that this is.  When we speak of the crystalline energies, I invite you to look around at what this space is to you.  Some of you may have a perception of being out in the universe as if there are stars and planets all around you. Others have a sense of being within a tunnel.  Others have a sense of landscape around them.  There is no right or wrong way of perceiving this area.  It is simply whatever is real for you

On the earth you can send an impulse and it tends to go from negative to positive.  It tends to go in a direction in which the magnets may pull.  The life that most people have lived has been about duality, right and wrong.  This action creates that response.  For so many of you, the releasing of that has been very much a part of your journey.  So knowing that this is what you're used to upon the earth, take a moment and send an impulse out from you.

You have a sense of seeing it move out from your consciousness but then it seems to stop and hover.  It may expand in every direction at the same time as if a fireworks that explodes and goes out in every direction.  As you have a sense of pushing on the energy you see that you just move through it; there's no push back.  Have a sense of expanding your consciousness; as you take a deep breath in have a sense of just letting your expansion move out.  And then as you breathe out let it move back towards you.

 Perceive how the energies shift and allow this to take place.  The next thing I would like you to take a moment to perceive is have a sense of something suspended in front of you; perhaps a plate, a cup, a figurine, but something that you might consider on earth that would not be able to just be suspended in the air. 

 Perceive how within this space it just is.   You may push it one way or another and as you do so it stays wherever it goes.  This is all an example of this vibration.  This is all to give you a perception of the differences that are coming into the earth.  As you consider the ways in which you have lived your life in the past, you may perceive how some of those beliefs and experiences will no longer work for you.  If you try to force something to happen in this space, try to force that object to go in one direction or another; try to force one of your intentions to create or manifest in front of you. 

 Now with the object, any place that you push it, it goes and it stays and it finds a balance.  With an intention if you try to create something and make it happen you can create whatever you like and as it moves into whatever you try to force it into, it just creates a new balance or a new environment that supports itself.  This is what I want for each of you.  I would love for you each to have the perception or the belief that whatever you create in your life, you create, you put it out there and it finds its own balance.  That you can have things within and around you, that things in your life can be suspended around you and no matter where you push it or pull it, it finds its own balance.  

This ended up taking somewhat longer than I had anticipated but many of you recognise how you pull towards you the energies of the All That Is and the energies of your divinity.  But let's take a moment to go ahead and move into the soul plane.

As you find yourself within that consciousness it's all very clear to you.  It's all a space that feels warm, loving and nurturing.  Breathe in your essence as it is within this space.  Have a sense of calling forth your I Am presence.  This is your divinity; breathe it within you.  Allow your energies to shift in such a way that you merge fully within your I Am presence, within your divinity.

Look around you; see, sense, feel how deeply this connection moves through you.  You are more aware of who you are than you have ever been before.  You have access to these energies that are you, you in your expanded state, you as your divinity. 

I the Goddess make my way into this space.  I move, I reach out and enfold you within my embrace.  Feel my love for you, feel my connection.  I know you, I honor you.  With my energies it shifts you into the space of the All That Is.  Feel how the energy around you expands even further.  Feel your own energies of your divinity as it is here, as it is supporting you, as it is showing you who you are.

 

Take a moment and have a sense of reaching out energetically to perceive where the crystalline grid is.  You will find for some it may feel kind of convoluted, but you will find that an essence of it is a part of the All That Is.  The All That Is is even more, but that's what allows you to have those greater perceptions as you were expanding and feeling the energies of the crystalline grid.

 

Here within the All That Is recognise that it is of your creation.  Recognise that it is a space that you utilise far more than just when we get together with these journeys.  This space is always very, very busy with the people who come and go as they are creating within their life.

 

We spoke earlier of the intensity of the energies.  You yourself worked with the crystalline energies.  Now here within this space I invite you to allow your consciousness to expand even further.  The fourth dimension is based in the heart center.  Many of you spoke of feeling things within your heart, feeling symptoms within your heart, not only over the last few weeks but over the last number of years.

 

Be aware that you are transforming within your physical body from a molecular level outward.  The electrical system within your body is transforming.  The density of your muscles, your bones, everything within you, is transforming.  You may still look and feel the same to yourself and everyone around you because as yet these differences are very, very subtle.

 

What I'm going to assist you with now is working within your physical heart and within your heart center.  I invite each one of you to have a sense of relaxing back, feel perhaps energies that wash over you.  You may allow your attention to become focused upon your heartbeat.  Allow my energies to move within you.  Take a breath in, allowing that breath that contains my essence to move within you.  As you feel me within your heart, I'm going to pause. 

 

I send out a pulsation of light that is going to support your physical heart.  If you feel any symptoms, be calm, be open, breathe in a flow of energy and let go whatever symptom you may have.  What I'm doing as I come within your heart is creating a ball of light that will work to adjust your own heart to strengthen it, to enhance it, so as to allow you to be able to filter this flow of energy more easily.

 

I move beyond your physical heart.  As I am within your heart center you feel it expanding, you feel it growing; it is more than just your physical heart.  It is an energy field that sometimes feels as if it creates a constriction around your heart.  If there are any beliefs, if there is old anger, if there are any thoughts - perhaps of revenge, vindictiveness, anything at all that keeps you from being the flow of love and allowing - let it come up at this moment.  It may not have a name to you.  It may be just an old energy; it may be differences of opinion; it may be anger.  This may be an anger that you've held onto for years upon years.  As I speak of this I see so many of you having an outpouring of these old residual energies.

 

As you consider your heart center in its expanded state, I would love for you to release anything at all that keeps it from being able to expand.  It's as if you are stepping into a new potential for yourself.  Breathe gently, breathe easily.  Bring up anything else that may have held you back.  For some, it's as if I see you and you're exhausted.  You are so tired from having held onto that so tightly.  For others, it's just a relief.

 

Howsoever you perceive what this is to you, allow it.  And again, breathe in more of my energies.  Have a sense of me coming within your physical heart.  Remember when it felt like such pressure when I very first came in, and now I'm able to be within this space with ease.  Allow your heart center to expand.  And now as if in your physical body, send a breath of energy that goes out the middle of your back, it goes out the front of your heart; it goes out your sides.  As your heart center is expanding, feel how light, feel how energised you are at this time.

 

Some of you might feel lightheaded and dizzy; if so, breathe within your heart, breathe down your consciousness a slight bit and allow the balance to expand in such a way that you feel comfortable.  Again, feel my love, feel my essence as I come within you.  And this time I step aside and I invite you to take a breath, breathing in your own essence, breathing in more of your divinity, breathing in you as your crystalline essence.

 

It moves within you, it swirls around.  You are transforming your own heart center as we speak.  You are integrating this higher vibration that is you in your divinity and all of this is taking place within your physical body as we speak.  Allow your consciousness to shift in such a way that it is as if you are looking at yourself but detached from yourself. As you look you may have the perception of a greater translucency that is you; that is your heart. 

 

As you are looking at yourself, see the sparkles of crystalline light that make up your physical heart center.  As you look at yourself, perceive the greater flow of energy and vibration that is now able to move through you and feel it all the way down within you.  Allow your focus to shift, reconnect within your consciousness here within the All That Is. 

 

If you choose to do so, you may have a sense of letting your consciousness move in such a way that you actually create an alignment with all your energy centers within your body.  Have a sense of consciously breathing energy that moves up and down your physical body and let it expand outward, here within the non-physical energy bodies of your consciousness. 

 

You may have a perception as you do this of looking around and it's as if you see yourself in this higher vibration and this is you that you are now incorporating.  Allow yourself to open, to acknowledge and to understand whatever perception is coming to you.  You may see, sense, smell, whatsoever this is.

 

Take another breath back within the pulsation of your heart, and with every beat of your heart feel the gentle flow of energy as it moves within and around you.  With every beat of your heart feel the complete release of anything that is holding you back.  If there is any discomfort align with it so as to let it go.

 

Moving forward from this moment you will be able to manifest more easily or in a different way than you have in the past.  Feel this all within you.  Acknowledge your amazing abilities.  Within this space, we see the energies of Sananda come within this group of you.  From within Sananda we see him manifesting into that essence which was Yeshua or Jesus upon the earth.  We also see him expanding into the energies of Buddha.  We also see him expanding into Abraham and Muhammad and so many other individuals that have made dramatic impacts upon the earth.

 

This aspect of Sananda is an individualised soul essence but he also carries with him a group soul essence that allows him to have all these various profound connections to millions upon millions of people.

 

So many of you have followed these various religions at one point or another in this lifetime and in others.  Religion has been an impetus for great change and an impetus for holding back.  Religion is something that each individual feels as their own reality, and then there is the reality that is the group consciousness of whatever that religion may be.  There are always those that are the extreme in one direction or another.

 

Spirituality is more than a religion.  Spirituality is your connection to your divinity and allowing that to flow through you as often as you see fit.  For some it's on a daily basis, for some it's on an hourly, for some it's on a minute-by-minute basis.  For others it's not even something that you are thinking about.  But within your heart and consciousness it just is that it is.

 

In the midst of this amazing change taking place upon the earth you will find the religions will change.  The definitions of spirituality will change and each one of you will know within your heart what is your truth; and it is unique unto you because you are an individual. 

 

As we come upon this time known as Easter for so many of you who follow that religion, Yeshua wanted to come forth and make his presence known to you.  As you see by the number of essence that have come with him, it's no longer about any individual one soul essence.  It's about the group; it's about the coming together and blending as a whole.  This is taking place in many different ways upon the earth.

 

You are still your unique individual soul essence but you are also aligned with more than just yourself.  Be open in the days, weeks and months to come and allow this to trickle into your awareness.  Feel it as it's assisting you in living your life from your heart center.  Your heart center; the focus is about love, compassion, acceptance, allowing.  So many different words that can describe what your heart center is.  You know what it is for you.

 

I invite you all to create a group.  You come back together within this space.  As you do so, become aware of your heart as its beating.  Become aware of the essence of who you are.  Become aware of all these other vibrations that represent everyone else who is here.  And within the center of this circle we see emerging the hologram of the earth.

 

As it emerges it rotates.  I invite each one of you to have a sense of sending forth from your heart into this hologram your essence of love, your essence of compassion, of awareness.  As you do so feel it as it flows all around.  Continue breathing gently and easily, continue to allow the pulsations from your heart to infuse the earth and as you do so you recognise how that comes back to you and it strengthens you. 

 

Within this hologram you see the crystal.  You see Lady Gaia as that crystal and there is a spark of energy that links the two of you.  This hologram begins to descend; it shifts, it moves through the crystalline grid, through the magnetic grid.  It moves downward into the physical earth.  As this hologram moves into the center of the earth it links with the actual physical crystals that are within this space.  There is an alignment; there is an activation that is taking place.

 

This in turn reverberates out from there.  It moves out through the layers of the earth, it moves out into each human. Breathe deeply within yourself and feel it come up within you.  Feel how your heart center expands and beats in alignment with this earth energy.  Feel how your whole physical body creates a balance that synchronises this energy within you.

 

And we release that essence, allowing your consciousness to once more return to the All That Is.  You find yourself shifting within the space of the crystalline grid.  Feel the sparkles, feel the light all around you.  You move through going down into the magnetic grid.  Again you link with your higher self.  You continue on with your consciousness returning.  Open your energy field and feel as all your consciousness comes back within you; feel it as it returns to your physical body. 

 

Breathe deeply allowing it to move into your heart center.  You feel your heart center as it expands.  You feel the vibration of alignment within you.  And take note of how your heart, your physical heart and the energetic heart around it are beating in alignment and that you have the ability to expand even further than you have in the past.

 

As you move forward, move in synchrony with your heart.  Be in a space of love, of compassion, and of awareness. 

 

As you are grounding within yourself, I invite you to return to this conference room.  You may press *7 upon your telephone, and I am open to receive questions that you may have.  As you are grounding and balancing yourself, feel every aspect of who you are.

 

Question: I just wanted to ask the Goddess what I do now.  I think she'll understand. 

 

Answer:  Now is the time for you to recognize what it is that you want out of life.  Now is the time for you to be able to find a reality or make a decision that is more supportive of who you are or what you are in this life as apposed to putting so many other people first.  As I'm looking at you, it feels as if your focus has for so very long been on everyone around you instead of you. Just as with this journey tonight, as you opened your heart and expanded your heart center, I had a sense of you really releasing so much of what you were holding on to.  So as you are moving forward, your focus of what you want to do with your life is changing.  I sense you will start something and stop it, then start something and stop it as if you are having trouble making up your mind.  But what is happening here is that you are creating a new reality for yourself.  As you step into that reality, you will find that it may feel at times as if for the first time in your life you are truly at peace and you are truly in a space of joy.  Because what you are doing is what you really want to do instead of always putting other people first.  Did I tap into the feeling that you were speaking of?

 

You did!  Thank you very much.  I have a feeling I want to go to Sedona, but I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do.

 

We sense that you will be going there.  We sense there is another possibility.  We sense there is a part of you that has been waiting, waiting, waiting for all this time; I say to you, just go.  When you are in Sedona things will happen and people you will meet will create a new reality for you.  As you are living in the moment, experiencing things to come, the sense I have is that that is but a stepping stone for somewhere else where you will eventually spend more time.  But we like the energies of Sedona, we like the energies of what you will be doing when you go there.  That IS the first step to following your heart.

 

Thank you very much Goddess!  Thank you Shelly.  Thank you so much for doing all of this, it really means a lot.

 

You are welcome.  

 

Question: (paraphrased) Goddess, what would you like to say to me at this time of my life.

 

Answer: As I'm looking at you right now, first of all there is a brilliance within you that is almost blinding.  I know in part it's from this journey that we were just upon.  That was the icing on the cake. This brilliance that emanates from you is something that I have a sense is what you've been seeking to have, it's what you've invited in, it's what you've wanted; but there is a part of your human self or personality that does not recognize that you have arrived.  It's so interesting that we have two people with such a similar question.  That's what our message to you is; you have arrived, you are here!  All this stuff that you have done for yourself, all that you have wanted to do, all these changes that you have manifested are here.  Now we sense that there is a distinct difference between in your expanded divinity and you in your daily reality.  What I would recommend to you is that as you are working, going through your life, just having the experiences that make up your daily life; if you would take an opportunity at various times during the day to breathe in that expanded awareness.  If you really focus on your heart center, on your heart center being open and on your heart center flowing this energy.  That is when I sense you will begin to recognize that all that is happening in your daily life has been limited due to this lack of belief or this lack of trust that you have had in the past.  That is what will help you to see that there are more potentials around you.  It feels as if there are one or two things you have been seeking for a very long time and they have always been elusive.  It feels as if they are right there, just at the tips of your fingers.  It is around you, it is closer than what you realize.  But it's not about manifesting the things; it's more so about your personality or human self recognizing that you are this beautiful brilliant expanded individual.  Does that make sense?

 

Thank you Goddess, it does!  The problem is that a lot of the rest of the world does not agree with you.  I seem so powerless to convince them otherwise. 

You don't have to convince anybody about anything!!  It is only about you standing in your space you standing in your truth.  If you find you have to convince someone then step away, turn away, walk away, do whatever you need to do to disconnect from anyone you feel you need to convince.  If that is something very strong in you and you can't get away from it, then work within yourself and see why do you allow someone else's opinion to have so much influence on you, why do you feel a sense of having to prove yourself to another individual or to the world as a whole.  It's not about you proving anything to anyone.  It's about you loving yourself, allowing yourself to be who you are and accepting that as your reality.  Becoming engaged with other people in that kind of push and pull and people don't see you as you are, etc, etc; this is the duality that you are moving away from.  That gets you caught up in the right and wrong and this and that that you've been seeking to let go.  So let it go and be true to yourself and be true to who you know you are to be.

 

Thank you!

 

You are welcome beloved. 

 

Question (paraphrased) Hi Goddess, thank you for being here and answering our questions.  I have always wanted enlightenment but I never feel things or at least I don't recognize them if I do fee; them.

 

Answer:  As I look at you and as you speak those words I have a sense of you being very incredibly sensitive when you were a young girl.  You were sensitive to touch, being very sensitive to texture.  I hope that you understand what I mean by sensual.  Sensual in the sense that every texture, every feeling, the breeze, the fabric; no matter what it was, it all felt very good and it was like every nerve ending was open to the touch.  This is something that grew to be uncomfortable with you and as you would speak of being so sensitive-we're chuckling a little bit because we can see that even getting your hair combed as a child was oftentimes painful because you were so sensitive.  We have a sense that you put layer upon layer upon layer upon layer of insulation around you because of the overstimulation from sensitivity.  Does that make sense to you at all?

 

Yes it does.

 

So if you would work within yourself and work to release these layers upon layers upon layers of insulation that you have you will begin to realize you no longer need them to cushion you.  You no longer need that to keep you from being in touch with your senses and aware of all this sensation and that tactile sensation that you want to feel.  We actually have you doing it in such a way that it's like you go into a meditation and breathe and you go to the top of your head and peel off a layer.  Then you breathe and you feel how light that feels.  Then you go again and peel and peel and peel.  That is just one idea.  You can also follow this journey again when you get it either written or in audio.  Just go back in once more into your center or your heart center or you can do it on your own because you've already set up the foundation.  But you go back into your heart center and you breathe within your heart and you breathe on expanding and you breathe on consciously letting go those layers of insulation that you needed when you were so over sensitive.  You can now be in balance and truly feel things.  We almost have a sense of it washing over you and in an instant you feel a dramatic difference.  But most likely what your human experience is going to be is that it will be subtle and come back bit by bit.  What you are also doing as you get back in touch with your sensitivity is that you are linking with something that was so much a part of you when you were younger and it was so much a part of your divine aspect within yourself.  It's almost like a coming home is taking place as you reconnect with this sensitivity and allow it into your life.  Does that make sense to you?

 

It does and it sounds wonderful.  I do appreciate it Goddess and I will be back with more questions next time. 

 

You are welcome. 

 

Question: (paraphrased) Good evening Goddess, good evening everyone.  Thank you for all you do Shelly.  (You are welcome.)  I just wanted to ask if there was anything you wanted to share with me in terms of what is straight ahead in particular about my work and what I will be doing.

 

Answer: Beloved as we look at you and look to the future and your work, we have a sense of a bumpy road.  We have a sense of a road block coming up for you. It feels to us as if something is going on in your work.  In looking at this road block, the way it's coming across to us to give you a visual, because we sense you are very visual.  It's like you walk up and see one of those fences with the horizontal bars on them.  Written on the bars are messages to you.  As you are walking up to this we have a sense it has to do with work.  There are changes coming about at work, there are changes that you can choose for yourself.  We have a sense that written on these bars are some of the thoughts you have in your mind.  We hear you, we know you want us to read the message to you, but we are sorry beloved, we do not see it.  It is something you will have to uncover for yourself.  What we get from all this is that there are several potentials coming to you.  You are wondering which is in your best interest and which is going to give you the longest or most consistent job available.  As we look at these potentials that are coming up for you we see one as going to a completely new job, one as a promotion in your current job, we see something even involves moving to a new city.  That feels to us as if it's way out in left field and very unexpected.  This is why we see the rocky road ahead because there are so many potentials.    As you are looking at these various things as we see you sitting on the fence it's with you sitting on the top rail, your feet on the lower or you're leaning against the fence.  As you feel the warmth of the sun and see the brilliance of the sky it's as if the getting back into nature and into a space that feels grounding and nurturing and peaceful to you is what will allow you to work through these various potentials and come to a decision of what will be the best for you.  It doesn't feel as if there's any wrong answer.  It feels to us as if there's one potential that is really not going to work for you and you have already eliminated it.  That's why we want to put your mind to rest.  Change is here.  Change is occurring.  Change can take you in many different directions.  But always allow yourself to consciously go back out into - now we have a pasture here with our fence, I guess because we had the fence! - but anyway, go back out into the open, go back out against the fence.  Know that the message from that that we can't read, but we see written is within you.  It is there when you are at peace and when you allow yourself to be nurtured, when you allow yourself to just trust in who you are and in what's coming to you.   We feel like that is a little bit vague, but is that helping you at all?


Yes Goddess, that is fine.  Thank you.

 

Okay, very good.  We see you as we look forward 4-6 months from now we see you past this place, we see you having made a decision and that decision makes you feel very good within yourself and makes you very excited.  We see lots of energy and joy and promise around you. 

 

Okay, thank you for the time frame.  Thank you Goddess.

 

You are welcome.

 

Question: (paraphrased) Meditation procedure I'm doing and the foundation.  Anything to add to that procedure.  (Meditation procedure? What is this for?)  Foundation or procedure I am following now, anything to add.  I'm in contact with my guides. 

 

Answer:  We see as you are working with your guides and as you are seeking to bring in some information that it's like there is this huge cloud of information that is above you and then it comes down into a much narrower channel like a funnel in order for it to come into you.  Our sense with this is that what you have been doing has been a very good beginning to this but the next step to take in this is as human belief systems, your human consciousness, your personality or your ego.   Work with that and allow it to encompass your greater expansion.  Now with what was going on in the journey tonight, releasing so much from your heart center, we sense that you really let go of what you were holding on to for a long time.  With the letting go we have a sense that will also allow your personality to expand or have more flexibility.  It's not that it will necessarily going to allow it expand but it feels as if it's going to bring to your life more flexibility in your beliefs and reality.  With that flexibility you will be able to more fully access this information that is there.  Your guides are there, you talk to them, they answer back to you.  Sometimes you have a sense their presence and hear them, sometimes you do not.  But whenever you ask for them and invite them to come in, they are there.  So if you don't have a sense of recognizing that they are there with you, then visualize that funnel that we spoke of, like you are actually at the bottom of it and you are drawing it open until it gets wider and wider.  Then feel as if you are being washed with energy.  You may even consciously feel that bigger flow of energy as it comes down and around you.  Does that make sense? 

 

During tonight's procedure a band came around my left hand very very strong; my left wrist.  What was that about?

 

That felt to us as if it was indicating that there was a part of you--- when people use that phrase on earth, what it is called- an ‘iron fist' or ruling with an iron fist or controlling with an iron fist.  Something about that is what's going through our consciousness right now.  That is what our sense of that was.  In the past you had to have a very strong control or you have had a dominant type energy.  With this being on the left wrist, meaning the feminine side, it's as if you have dominated your feminine side or aspect with an iron fist.  What we sensed happening was that as you let go old energies, as you let go old pain and bitterness; stuff you've been holding onto we sensed it accentuated that for you.  This is why you noticed it so strongly.  But then we also have a sense that it is mostly gone.  When we spoke of the funnel earlier and bringing down more energy; if you work with your heart center on that expansion we sense that it will help the funnel affect and also help completely release the energy represented by the metal band on her list.  Does all that make sense to you?

 

Yes, thank you.

 

Okay, we actually see that while things have not manifested for you, some of these things you are seeking.  We see you in a greater flow of energy and light.  We see you working daily towards allowing more and more within you.  Continue to be gentle with yourself, continue to be nurturing and allow things to come through.  Alright beloved.

 

Thank you.  With love!

 

You're welcome. 

 

Question: (paraphrased) Okay Goddess, I am very grateful for the healing session tonight and I thank you so much.  I am just like the lady who asked the question and is very sensitive to everything.  The sensitivity is so intense now I don't how to live!  Everything is causing this; clothes, food, water.  How can I ease it?  It feels like I started but is even stronger than that.  How can I ease this and why do I have it?

 

Answer: Alright beloved, as I'm looking at you I have 2 messages I'd like to give to you.  The first is yes you have manifested all that you were seeking to have, yes it is within you; and yes these abilities that you have been seeking to have that you sometimes question yourself and doubt are there-you do have them, you do have a beautiful gift  and you do use them on a daily and consistent basis. 

 

That was one message we sensed you wanted to hear; the other one, about the sensitivity.  There is a little part of it that is a curve of integration you are moving through.  When you feel as if you are overly sensitive, we have a sense of seeing you as being disconnected from your physical body.  When you feel things in and on your physical body so strongly it's a way of telling you to ground within yourself, to come back within the moment, to come back within the essence or energy.  As you are more grounded and balanced within yourself then things will not be to the point of being uncomfortable.  Does that make sense to you?

 

Oh very much so!  Thank you very much.  I feel like too much energy is coming and I am the conduit for the energy and then I should just ground it, right?

 

Right!  We know how much you like to go and be in that space and that is what keeps you disconnected sometimes.  But remember to always breathe it within your physical body, breathe it down into the ground around you, breathe it down into your heart center and we sense you know what we're talking about.  You just are real sensitive and that will always be there. 

 

As it has all my life! It just is not always as high intensity as it is right now.

 

Exactly! But this is a way of allowing it to be more comfortable for you. 

 

Thank you and I already feel like this healing is affective, I don't feel the static around me. 

 

Good! That's very good and it's because you have done so much to diffuse it. 

 

 

We thank all of you for asking these questions tonight.  We always do as many as we can but Shelly's just getting too tired again so we will draw this evening to a close.  For anyone who did not get their question answered as always in your dream state I will work with you and in your meditations, and be open to receive an answer that you may or may not be aware is coming to you.

 

All right beloved, so thank you as always.  Remember that you are living your life through your heart.  Remember to be loving and nurturing first and foremost to yourself and then let that flow outward into every relationship that you have.

 

I am ever with you and within.

 

Ansaluia

1.ste Mars 2009 Manifesting In the New Energy 

Wow, what a time we are in!  It's a time of unlimited potential.  It's a time of opportunity.  It's a time of transition on every level.  I invite you to remember you are the creator of your life.  I invite you to choose a life filled with all that you seek.  

I considered as a name for this channel ‘It's Your Life-LIVE IT'!  How many times do we look for answers, success or purpose in the people around us?  How often do we want other people to make our decisions for us?  This channel will assist you in reconnecting within yourself right now!  The Goddess gave us three potentials to work with; happiness, passion and compassion.  She then moved into manifesting.  It's very easy to manifest instantly when we are in the All That Is; it's taking it into the earth plane that is the issue. She assists us with doing that during this journey. 

In addition, the Q&A had a couple questions that many of you may be asking; one about faith and forgiveness, a second about how what the Goddess does aligns with other teachings ~ Shelly 

Nama sika; venia benya I AM the one, I AM the whole 

I greet you my beloved family! 

As I come into the space in which you are gathered I send out my energy of love, of acceptance, of awareness.  I send it out to each one of you.  You are beloved to me; you are precious to me.  Whenever you make the intention to reach out and link with me, I am there for you.  

I am there with unconditional love; I am there with acceptance and awareness.  I see you and I know that you are the essence of divinity.  I know that you are aligned with your own divinity and it does flow through you. 

Take a deep breath in with the intention of reaching out and linking; feeling your divinity, feeling your essence as it flows, swirling through you, moving through you.  Yes, you may feel my energies but the predominant energy that is moving through you is your own divinity.  Breathe it in.  Accept it; allow yourself to truly know that you are so divine. 

There is much happening upon the earth.  The transition of energies is in full swing.  There's been a great deal of transformation that we have spoken of for the last several years.  There have been many landmarks that we have passed.  The consciousness of the earth is reflecting this on the many different levels.  Some of you who have been a part of this process from the very beginning can fully acknowledge where you were and where you have come. 

Others of you may begin to look around you and recognise something's going on; something is happening.  So no matter where you are within the process it is where you are at this moment.  Allow these energies to flow through you and around you and seek to find a balance or an alignment so that you may be in the flow of this process and therefore truly reaping the benefits of all that you have sought to have within your life. 

A part of the earth experience is living with gravity, living with all these varying emotions, living with people that have tremendously wide variances in personality, emotions, their choices of what they want in their life.  Perhaps a simpler way to call this is the free will of being on the earth.  Part of the result of that is that sometimes you find yourself feeling adrift; feeling as if you are being battered or bounced around.  

What I seek for you is to be able to understand your own alignment with your divinity so that you may more fully be balanced within who you are.  Indeed you have relationships with many other people; indeed you live with people who have many varied ideas from your own.  But it all comes down to you and your relationship within yourself.  

You cannot live your life through somebody else or somebody else's experiences.  You may only live your life through yourself and through your own experiences.  So as you look around you, as you take in all that is going on, I invite you to remember that you are here first and foremost to experience living upon the earth with the free will and all these varied potentials so that you may have that experience.

Breathe deeply.  Breathe into your heart, supporting your heart, allowing it to be open so that you may feel the flow from within your own essence.  

I now invite you to release the energies of your physical body.  Have a sense of expanding your consciousness so that you may align with the magnetic grid.  As you arrive within this space, immediately your consciousness or your focus moves into the space of your higher self.  As you are taking in everything that's around you, allow your essence to first of all feel how much bigger you are within this space.  You come here on a regular basis; you create relationships with other people from within this space.  But ultimately it is your own.  Feel how comfortable it is for you.  

As you are ready to do so, have a sense of shifting your consciousness.  You may feel as if you are moving through an interlocking gridwork but you move into the crystalline grid.  As you move into this space feel your energies.  You may have a sense of expanding simply by letting go of the gravitational pull of the earth.  You may have a sense of feeling that sparkling energy or essence that is you.  This is you as your consciousness is within this vibration. 

I invite you to have a sense of letting that crystalline essence or that crystalline vibration move through you as if it's sparkling or showering you with the energies or the essence of you from your crystalline energies but also this space that is made up by the crystalline vibration or the new energy.  Sometimes we spend more time within this space than others and tonight I would like for you to have a sense of opening your consciousness in such a way that you simply feel, know, sense the energies of this gridwork. 

For some of you, you have a visual impact that comes to you and that vision may be filled with colour, with light, perhaps sparkles.  Others have a sense of sound or tones that they resonate with; open to perceive if there are any that you may hear.  Use all of your senses to perceive this space. 

I now invite you to think about you as the human being that you are.  As you consider what it feels like to be in your physical body - to be going through your days in the manner in which you do - by bringing that awareness into this space in this manner, let yourself become aware of the aspects of your life that are in the alignment with this crystalline energy.  Let yourself also become aware of the ways in which you are influenced by this energy. 

To some of you it may feel as if this is what your divinity feels like.  To others of you it may give you that kind of a zinging or that kind of an essence that just makes you feel good and you don't really know why.  As I describe this and as you spend time here, open your awareness and feel what this place or this essence is to you.  

I now invite you to shift your consciousness into the soul plane.  There is a subtle difference but more and more the soul plane has become immersed within the crystalline grid.  Have a sense of consciously opening to your divinity or to your I Am presence.  As you look deep within - or perhaps you have a sense of it walking towards you - let your consciousness expand further so that you may have a greater understanding or take in more information. 

Breathe in, feel yourself, know yourself and understand this is you.  For some of you I have a sense that there's a part of you that's saying ‘oh no, this can't be real' but yes indeed it is.  You always have the ability to come back and link within this core essence that is you.  

I the Goddess now make myself more fully known to you.  As I come into this space, just as you're able to discern greater amounts of your divinity, so too you are able to more greatly discern more of my essence.  

Feel my flow of love, my flow of energy as I come in and embrace you.  As I reach forward, as I merge with your I AM presence and with your consciousness you find yourself shifting into the All That Is.  This is our space of creation.  This is our space of awareness.  Feel it, know it, recognise how familiar it is to you.  

We spoke at the very beginning about you as you are living your life.  My series of intention during the early part of this year has been about assisting you in having a greater understanding of who you are.  When you open and you feel the love of your divinity, it floods through you first and foremost; that sense of love that we worked with on the last journey.  

In another one we spoke of the many ways in which your soul essence has all those various experiences from which you may draw as you are moving through your days.  Again, feeling, looking and knowing within your own self there are limitless supplies of strength and experiences. 

Let's speak of where you are right in this moment.  As you are here in the All That Is, most often you feel good; you feel loved, you feel the abundance of energy, you feel the flow and it's very real.  It feels great.  It's how you would like to live your life.  I then hear from you as you're back in your daily life and it feels as if there is no connection between the two.  It feels as if your daily life is a struggle.  You may have pain; you may have worries, whatever it is.  It feels as if the All That Is is but a distant dream.  

In some regards I understand how that is your perception.  But the more that you work with these energies, the more that you create the alignments within yourself, there is an even greater amount of this divinity that is there for you in your daily life.  Sometimes you are seeking to know what it is to live in the other dimensions.  Sometimes these experiences, these alignments that you have created are in the expanded dimensions.  And what may feel as if it's very far away from you is actually but a breath away.  

The more that the crystalline energies are integrated within the earth plane, the easier it will be for you to tap into these experiences and these alignments that you have created in the All That Is.  Indeed that will become easier and easier in the future, but it is already available to you. 

I invite you to place yourself at this moment in your imagination.  In the space in which you find yourself, we'll say for the majority of the day or for a good part of the day, consider what you feel at that time - anxiety, frustration, contentment, anger, irritation?  What are the emotions that align with where you are for the majority of your day? 

I'm hearing from some of you that it feels as if there's a disconnection, as if you might say a particular emotion but you don't really feel that, or you are saying an emotion that you would like to feel but it does not feel real.  If you feel disconnected then consciously take in a deep breath and as you do so open up your consciousness even further and as you do so let the flow of energy from your divinity move through you. 

It washed through your consciousness, it washes through where you are as a human, and it is from your divinity.  And again I ask you what emotions are most predominantly a part of your life?  Ahh, now I am able to see how everyone is aligning with whatever it may be.  

For those of you who are aligning with a sense of joy, excitement, anticipation, I invite you to move even deeper into those energies and look around you to see how from this perspective of the All That Is the many ways in which this will manifest for you.  For those of you who find yourself immersed in energies that are holding you back such as pain, suffering, anger, frustration, fears or something else; now is the opportunity for you to bring that up. 

Why is this within your life?  Why has it become the focus of your life?  As you are looking at this and seeing how it all comes forth and how it is all influencing you, take this opportunity and open up a door or a window and let it just flow away.  I understand that in your daily life you're not able to let it flow away as easily as you do here in the All That Is, but for this time, for this moment, let it go.  Give yourself this opportunity to feel something different; to look at other potentials.  

And for those of you who continue to hold onto those energies with both hands; it's okay.  It's obvious that that is all-consuming to you.  Feel the essence of your divinity come around you till you feel as if you have arms that surround you, loving you, hugging, holding you and supporting you. 

No matter what it is, you are not alone.  It's good to see that you allow yourself to relax a little bit.  It may be that you wake up tomorrow, you go about your day and everything is exactly the way it was before we shared this time together, but that is only on the surface.  You are creating new potentials for yourself. 

So here's the first potential-- open up your consciousness; allow your energy to be flooded with happiness.  You are just happy for the sake of being happy; no reason, no rhyme.  You don't have to do anything; you don't have to prove anything.  Let yourself bask in what that is.  You may find yourself giggling, maybe laughing out loud.  Has it been a while since you've allowed yourself to be just happy for the sake of being happy?  Oh, let that breathe, let that move through you. And yes, you can be happy. 

What about passion?  Has it been a while since you have felt passionate about yourself, about your body?  Have you felt passionate about the choices that you've made in your life, perhaps your work, perhaps your beliefs?  What is it like to allow passion to come in and fill you up in this moment?  Passion has immense energy and movement within it.  This is a passion that is integrated with the crystalline energies and I invite you to become aware that passion is not about you being right and someone else being wrong. 

This passion is not about trying to convince anybody else to believe what you want them to believe.  This is the purest passion simply for the sake of having passion within you and your life.  Breathe in this crystalline energy of passion.  Feel how it motivates you; feel how it gives you strength.  Feel how it gives you ideas and potentials for your life. 

The next energy that I would like you to work with is compassion.  Breathe compassion into your self and let it move through your consciousness.  You've allowed happiness; you've allowed passion to create a space within you that's aligned with change.  As compassion moves into that space it fills it up and overflows into the rest of your life.  Allow compassion to move through every one of your energy bodies, allow it to move through you as the person you are.  Allow compassion to become so much a part of you that as you look at your day, you look with clear vision of new potentials.  

Indeed everything that's been a part of your life is still there.  Indeed you have your responsibilities, perhaps your stress, perhaps your anxieties.  From this space of the All That Is, allow compassion to fill up all those little nooks and crannies within you that have previously been filled with fear, anxiety, frustration or perhaps anger.  And as compassion takes the place of those other emotions within you, look at how you are now able to discern more information, perhaps more answers, perhaps more ideas about how you can live your life.  

I know that you seek to live your life in such a way that you manifest everything instantly, that you have everything your heart desires, and that everything within and around you is a reflection of joy.  As you are here in the All That Is, that is your life if you so choose.  When you are in your divinity, you manifest instantaneously, you have all that you seek to have, so the difference arises when you seek to shift all of this into the earth plane.  

The earth plane with its magnetic pull, the earth plane with the collective consciousness of the diversity of billions of people.  The earth plane with free will that allows every one of those billions of people to think, say, do whatever it is they seek irregardless of anyone else.  

Now there are layers upon layers of that which is common to so many of you.  The collective consciousness is shifting as each individual person transitions in their own life.  In some regards, you may have the ability to manifest things instantaneously upon the earth.  You are driving along, you think I want a parking space in a particular place - and there it is.  You are seeking to have something pretty that makes you feel good within your life and you look around and there it is.  And then we get to those things that you seek to manifest, perhaps such as a relationship, a particular job, increased abundance or flow of abundance, perhaps to lose weight, perhaps to have children.  I could go on and on and on. 

Suddenly when you consider that instant manifestation it no longer feels possible.  It feels like there's a tightening up of the emotions or the energies around you.  And it is because you care much more deeply about these manifestations than you do about whether or not you get the first parking space or you find something pretty to have in your life.  But these big things can be manifested with ease.  They can be manifested in such a way that you enjoy the process of bringing them into your life.  

Whenever you find yourself considering what you seek to manifest, ask first and foremost what energies are around this that you seek to manifest.  If there's anything such as desperation, anxiety, fear, lack, that is a part of what keeps it at a distance from you.  Because those are all energies or emotions that are your ego telling you ‘I can't do this, it's not gonna happen.'  So let those energies go; be loving, be gentle, be nurturing to yourself.  Fill yourself up with compassion.  And then come back around to what you seek to have in your life.  

And as you fill that space with compassion, this is compassion for you; perhaps compassion for your partner, your family, for other people.  Fill up with compassion; fill yourself up with the unconditional love and acceptance of your divinity and then put forth what you seek to manifest with that pure essence of awareness or acceptance or belief, howsoever you want to consider it.  Know that it is yours.  Open and feel it come to you instantaneously.  It is there; it is right around you.  It may at this moment be in the non-physical.  It may at this moment be in a different dimension, but it is there.  It is with you.  So believe that.  Allow that in to your reality. 

And then once more consider how much this manifestation is going to enhance your life.  How much stronger you will be how much joy it will bring to you; whatever it is that you seek to have or the reasons behind it.  Focus and believe and then feel the compassion in between that clears the way and allows this to come to you.  I so often hear you when you ask me, ‘when, when, when is this going to happen'?  And if I could give you the date and time and then that would be your reality it would be exquisite. 

There are more things than I can describe or that you may even be aware that come into play, but I encourage you to always feel compassion for yourself, for your journey, and for anything that you seek to have.  So that from that space of compassion if it takes longer than anticipated, you are letting yourself fill up with that love, with happiness that you are where you are right now; contentment perhaps.  

Sometimes I hear you tell me that if you become content then that means you no longer want what you want.  That is not the case. Contentment is an energy that helps to release barriers so that you may be more fully present in the moment.  So saying all of that, where are you right in this moment?  Where are you in your life?  Are you fully present in your own life?  Are you able to believe in yourself that you can and will and that you already do manifest what you seek to have?  Allow. Allow this to be your truth; allow it to be your reality. 

I now invite all of you to come back together as a group.  As a group have a sense of creating a gathering or a loose circle.  Coming up within the center of that circle you perceive a hologram of the earth.  If you look closely you may also perceive the hologram of the new earth and all those levels of the crystalline grid that blend the two into alignment.  

As this hologram comes up it rotates.  I ask you to look with your inner eyes and I ask for the collective consciousness of the earth as it is right now to become known to you in a way you may be able to discern as you look at this hologram.  And as you are doing this, begin to flow that essence of compassion into the hologram.  But I also invite you to flow all that you seek to manifest; that intention, that awareness, whatever it is that you want.  Send it into this hologram.  

Look again at the collective consciousness.  By all of you sending a flow of compassion and light and energy into the hologram, the collective consciousness takes on a greater lightness.  It releases some of the heaviness that is a part of it at this time.  So too your intentions of what you seek to manifest go out and mingle with these energies, finding alignment in such a way that it will come back to you. 

The hologram becomes illuminated; it is filled with light, it is sparkling.  It continues to spin or rotate in such a way that you discern the various aspects that may perhaps represent where you live upon the earth.  

And we release this hologram.  As it shifts down you may have a sense that there's an aspect that shifts outward, aligning with the new earth and creating an alignment within the crystalline grid of all that you are seeking to have and of all these energies that you infused.  

So too the hologram of the earth itself moves down; it moves through the magnetic grid sending forth an aspect of this energy.  It moves until it moves into the physical earth itself; it goes through that crust on top of the earth.  The hologram continues down until it merges deep within your physical earth.  And there the crystals that have become activated merge and create an alignment with all that you put into this hologram. 

There is a wave of energy that emanates out from those crystals, from the center of the earth.  It moves through the earth itself.  It comes up through the waters, the trees, the rocks.  It comes up through your floor; it comes up into you.  It comes up and mingles with the actual collective consciousness that surrounds the earth and there is a subtle adjustment that takes place.  

As you have a sense of looking downward or looking inward you may see yourself as you are in your place upon the earth.  Look from this perspective; see the shortest way or distance between you and whatever it is you seek to have.  Release that perception.  You've set it up; you are open to receive. 

Allow that it is in place.  Let your consciousness shift in such a way that you release the others who are a part of this group.  There is a sense of excitement or a sense of anticipation within you as your consciousness begins to return more fully into you the human or into your life.  Allow that flow to continue.  Let your consciousness release the All That Is.  You may stop momentarily within the soul plane.  There is much of your divinity that is unable to come back with you into the vibration in which you live.  But it is still there; it is always available to you. 

Allow your focus to shift in such a way that you move into the crystalline grid.  Feel how so much of your consciousness is as if it's been activated by this experience.  There is a greater alignment within you to the crystalline grid.  That is a part of your daily life.  Let your focus shift once more.  You may have a sense of coming down, moving through the magnetic grid.  You may pause to take in how the space of your higher self has shifted but you continue down.  You continue down until your consciousness merges completely with you in your physical body.  

As you allow your consciousness to come back within this space, feel your head, shoulders, arms, your legs, your torso; feel yourself and know that it is glorious to be in this person that is you.  Remember those potentials; remember what it is to feel compassion for yourself and your life.  Remember what it is to feel happy. 

As you perhaps once more affirm what you seek to have in this life, do so in this moment from that space of being completely full of your divinity, of your love, of your essence.  Breathe it all the way down; let it be a part of your physical body and your physical reality.  Send it outward through your home, perhaps into the job or into your relationships.  And fill yourself, any empty spaces, with compassion.  Fill everything with a sense of awareness, of openness, to draw back to you all that you seek to have. Feel at peace.  Feel content.  

As you do so, I invite you to come back within this room and if you wish to ask a question, press *7 on your telephone and I am here to answer as many as I can.  

Question: (paraphrased) First of all I'd like to say thank you!  The last few days have been particularly bad and I asked for help and it's like this channel was specifically for me and I do want to say thank you!  I think I've learned that a lot of what I was feeling again it wasn't about me, I am trying to take on a lot of things to help other people and I got stuck.  I do think this helped me to shift things but I'm wondering if you can give me any other comments. Thank you very much.  

Answer:  Let me say to you first of all that what you speak of taking on and helping other people.... (there's a pause) I'm sorry, I'm trying to shift these energies with you as I speak this and that's why it's hard for Shelly to get the words out.  There we go, we ask you to take a minute and take a deep breath in and blow out and feel the swirling letting go of releasing (the person took a deep breath) .... whew! There you go, now we can get through and we can feel your energies more easily.  Does that feel better for you? 

Oh, much better thank you. 

Excellent!  So what you were doing when you were reaching out to help your friends, reaching out to be someone people could talk to, reaching out in the many different ways that you do; you were taking on their energies.  You were aware of not wanting to do so, but having inadvertently done so.  Even when you would tell yourself this is not mine, this is theirs, you would still feel the after affect of having been with them and working with them.  What I remind you about - I know I've told you about the boat that moves through the water and while it gets wet, the wet doesn't go inside the boat-that is one analogy to think about.  But more in alignment with this journey tonight is to consider compassion.  When you are talking with friends, when you are working with groups, when you are working with individuals; whatever it may be, if you will just breathe in compassion and center yourself first and foremost then as you are talking to them assisting them, whether it's doing physical activity, perhaps you are someone who is talking or is the sounding board; it will keep you from taking on their energies or their essence.  It will also keep you from becoming entrenched with something that is not yours.  What we see from the last few days is from that personal experience of those people you were working with; it set you up to be in such an alignment that you were aligning with the aspects or energies of the collective consciousness which kept you from being able to more fully be yourself.  Does that make sense to you? 

Yes it does. 

So remember that you do have the ability to create these alignments within yourself.  Remember that you are already such a strong, strong individual and there is so much compassion within you that you forget, you take it for granted.  So quit taking it for granted if I can say that! Let yourself be your natural essence of who you are.  In doing that remember to always nurture yourself first and foremost because then you will have more to share with others. 

Good, thank you. 

You are welcome beloved.  And we sense that swirling at the beginning was enough to assist you in letting go of what you were still holding on to. 

Yes it was, thank you very much. 

You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) Name and location of the next job; city and name of company. 

Answer: hmmm.  It feels like there is resistance around you so as we are looking at this we feel as if we are looking at a blank slate or a blank wall.  So what we would invite you to do is take a few seconds and consciously take a breath in, breathe into your heart center, as if you are opening your heart center, let these energies move through you and swirl your energies.  We sense that this has been something that is a great concern to you and you are very worried about it, that it has actually shut you down and kept you from being aware of potentials around you. We're not getting a name specifically of a company you are going to be working for, but we do see interviews coming up with two companies in particular.   One feels as if it's been a part of the work you've been always doing and it feels like it's with an organization that would have you working out of your house.   It's as if you would be working as a representative of that company and making house calls to other individuals.  We say house call and it makes you think of a doctor, but it's like a salesman position.  That is one thing we see as a potential for you so the location would be working out of your home with the business located in another city and you would be the representative for the area in which you live. 

We also have a sense of a second job that would be about one or two towns over.  This would be you going there and you being there all day long as you work.  It feels similar to the type of work you've done before.  Where as you have some management experience, this is where you would go and put in your time.  It feels like a lot of energy of resistance or boredom around it.  It's doing stuff you've done in the past and you do not want to do it anymore.  Therefore, perhaps that's where that resistance was that we picked up on at first.  Does that make any sense to you? 

Yes, any manufacturing aspects? 

Ummm, the manufacturing feels like that's in alignment with the one that's about the sales where you would be working out of your house.  Um, it feels as if there's a company that you have known in the past. When you are doing a search on the internet or doing a search for jobs there's someone or some name from the past is going to come up and recommend a place to go and speak to someone else or perhaps this individual is someone you would actually be interviewing with.  So for some reason that one has a link to something in the past but you are both in a different place or a different position. 

Okay, thanks. 

It's still a little bit abstract, but as we said at the very beginning your energies were shut down around this; perhaps due to resistance, perhaps because things have not been working for you.  We wish for you to be conscious of swirling energy through your physical self and your energy bodies, these potentials around you so that the energy of movement is there.  That is what will bring these other opportunities to your awareness. 

Thank you.

You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased)  Hello Goddess?  Can you talk about faith and forgiveness? 

Answer: Faith and forgiveness sometimes can be very challenging for an individual.  Forgiveness is something that I would invite you to do for yourself.  The way that society has looked at forgiveness is always that if someone does something wrong that is hurtful to another individual then that second individual is to forgive the first and it's alright and it all goes away.  That is kind of the old energy of forgiveness.  The way that I would look at forgiveness and the way I would encourage you to work with it is that whenever a person has been hurt by another individual, a situation, or an accident; whatever it may be -- that individual has underlying these emotions the energy of hurt.  But there are also the energies of blame.  There is blame of the other individual but you take on blame of yourself maybe conscious or unconscious that a) it was allowed it to happen or b) that it was an experience you had in your life that you really didn't want to have.  

What I'm getting at with all this is that when there is something that happens to you and you consider the energy of forgiveness, forgiveness is the letting go the attachment or connection of energy to the other individual so you can let go the ways in which you are holding onto it within yourself and it is hurting you over and over again.  As you consider what it would be for you to forgive the situation or as you release the energies around that experience you are thinking of at this time what we see within you is what we are talking about.  It's those parts of you that have been so hurt.  But also there's the part of you that feels as if-it's not that you consciously blame yourself, but unconsciously there's a part that is even harder on yourself than what I would ever want to see.  Of course I NEVER EVER want anyone to be hard on themselves! But this is what I see is happening in your situation.  I know I‘ve been talking in an abstract way here, the reason for that is that I've been working with your energies to help you in letting go some of this.  Some we feel is on a very deep level that you have not been able to tap into or touch.  

So beloved what I would like to say to you is in the moment to take in a breath and breathe in the love, breathe in the compassion that we've been working with on this journey.  Then as you breathe out, have a sense of letting go.  If you consider the word forgiveness it's forgiving any energies that continue to impact you in a way that holds you back.  Let forgiveness be about cleansing yourself.  Let forgiveness be about stepping forth and coming out of this experience with a new understanding, perhaps of yourself or other individuals or situations.  Let it be about you as becoming a stronger more connected individual as you are more connected with your divinity.  

Now as to the other person, the one you are to ‘forgive', they are on their journey.  They are going to be doing what is right for them.  So if you could more so disconnect your energies from theirs and move forward into the space of letting forgiveness be that release of energy... then see if that doesn't help you in your daily life.  Does all of that make sense to you? 

Yes it does. 

Now as for faith; faith is something that is completely individualized.  No one can tell someone else to have faith.  No one can say this is what faith is therefore you have the same thing I have.  Each person is going to interpret what they believe, what they trust, what they understand in their own way.  Faith is that belief, that understanding; be it a situation, be it occurrences.  Faith in God is something we can speak about for a moment.  Sometimes people have faith there is a God or Goddess, myself, of which I am both!  You may have faith that yes we are here, that we are here in some disconnected part.  But faith is actually the belief that I am within you, I am as a part of your divinity. I am within you as I am within every other person who is upon the earth.  That faith or that belief comes from within you.  It comes from knowing that you are connected to more than what you are in this life experience. You are in alignment with that flow and that flow is constantly filling you up and assisting you on a day to day basis. 

So if you ask for assistance from outside of yourself, if you ask for something that is coming from a different source and it's not there and therefore you think your faith is shaken and your faith is not founded; I remind you to go back and let faith come from within yourself.  From within that belief or that inner connection, you will then see how other things will come to you from a new perspective or will create new alignments that come to you in a different way.  Alright beloved? 

I like that, thank you.  That totally makes sense.  I never know when I hear people talking about faith if I have what they have, if I have enough; exactly what you said.  

Well good!  So perhaps as this is something you continue to work with and integrate it into yourself, you will find that there will time you speak up and speak your mind; but you will also find that you will disconnect from situations which in the past lead to confrontations or something that ended up letting you walk away hurt or unhappy.  Simply that knowing that faith is individualized then of course it's always enough!  Because it is whatever it is for you.  Also be aware that there may be days when you will be more connected to your divinity, therefore that sense of faith may be stronger within you.  There are days when you may be more distant, but that doesn't mean that it is gone, it's just a perception.  

Thank you!

 You are welcome and we thank you for that question that is something we sense many, many people will derive information from.

Good, I'm glad. 

Question: (paraphrased) I have a question for you.  Lately I've been manifesting a lot of things in my life and everything seems to be going good and very positive.  Like affirmations that would be good for me, do you have any for me? 

Answer: As you are speaking of so much that is going right for you we feel underneath  it all that sense of yeah it's all good for now but when is that ball going to drop or that shoe going to drop; whatever those phrases are that people say on earth.  What I would like to say to you as an affirmation is that you have created these alignments and you have created this manifestation.  It is falling into place and it is what you are seeking to have.  Therefore the manifestation comes from that choice and desire within you, setting up the alignment and then you find the alignment in which it all comes to you in such a way that you recognize it, understand it, and appreciate it.  That's very much long to be an affirmation.  To bring it into the cliff notes version: "I am at all times in alignment with whatever it is I seek to have."  

If you take that and look at these things that you have manifested recently you will find that is why they came to you with the ease in which they did.  You were in alignment and you allowed it to come into your life.  Manifestation as we said during this journey is about alignment, it's about allowing, it's about the fact that you are creating.  This is the shortened version again of all that was said, but you are extremely good at this.  You are much more so in a space of knowledge or inner knowledge than you give yourself credit for.  So remember that, honor that within yourself and as you look about your daily life as you seek whatever new direction you might take, be aware that you have just an unbelievable connection to your divinity and it's always flowing around you.  There was one last thing we wanted to say, what was it....oh take it easy for a little bit.  You have been working so hard and you have the kind of personality that is always on the go, always seeking something new, always looking for something else.  So we say to you take a little break, go on a vacation, give yourself some time to savor and enjoy all of this and you will feel more energized.  

Okay, thank you so much I really appreciate this. 

You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) I want to thank you first of all and I wanted to tell you about my life really fast.  My body in the last 6-7 months, I don't get sick any more.  My energy in my body feels full.  I think I'm somewhere and I'm there.  Very fast now, it's almost like I'm not human like. I want to know where this is coming from.  Not one day am I depressed, I am always happy.  There is knowledge I can't put into words that comes through my body.  I'm very excited every day now. 

Answer:  What we see has happened to you over the past 7 to 9 months length of time is that you have shifted your human existence into a much greater expansion so that a dramatically increased amount of your divinity is now residing in your human body.  Some people have called this walk ins in the past, like you walk in a higher essence of your divinity.  It's not necessarily that that is happening any more because it's going to become much more common.  As the earth is shifting into the 4th dimension there is a greater ease of moving into the 5th dimension, the 6th and others.  What you have done is let so much the old energies that held you back for so long.  You truly embraced your divinity you embraced all that you are.  In doing that, what you have done is allowed this divinity to be a part of your daily life.  That's why we see that things are happening for you in such a way.  It's only going to get stronger. It's only going to become much more integrated within your cellular structure.  Then in some regards you won't notice it as much because it will be the norm.  Right now you notice it because it's so different from the way you used to be.  But as it becomes integrated, you will just think ‘oh yeah, this is it' and you will forget what it was like before you had it.  This is where we see you in this process.  You have done the hard work, now things are coming with much greater ease.  

Oh, I see.  Now just one more thing.  I was always clairvoyant and I would call different spirits, I don't know their names.  Now I'm able to see those and not be afraid of them as well.  I don't know their names and it sounds like someone going crazy, but I am able to talk to them like I talk to you on the phone.  

Well enjoy it and recognize it's all a reflection of what you are choosing to bring into your life.  

Question: (paraphrased) I want to thank you for this journey tonight; it has touched me deep in my heart.  I've done some work with healing Buddha, Quan Yin and I've asked to ground compassion into all my chakras.  When we work with energy with you Goddess, you send it into the earth.  When I work with the cosmos, the galactic, the over soul; where is that energy being sent to?  Do I need to be concerned about extending my light body? 

Answer:   Everything is inter-related with one another.  When we are in the All That Is..... when you are linking with your I AM presence, well, okay let's talk about your I AM presence.  When you are linking with your I AM presence, that's another word for your over soul.  Your I AM presence is actually more than your over soul, it's the multitude of all the various life experiences you have had.  As I'm looking at you, within your I AM presence there are 2 over souls that have taken different dimensions or living lives and experiences.  So each time you follow one of my journeys you are linking with and aligning with your over soul.  When those energies are in the All That Is and it may be myself, but Quan Yin of course or all the other teachers and guides are there as a part of that process.  When you are working with any of them it is in the universe, it is in alignment with the universe.  Anything that you might have been doing on a daily basis outside of the journey with us is brought to you in the space of the All That Is.  In this way you are linking with the other work you are doing.  At the time you are doing your other work, you are also bringing into it the work you do on a journey with me.  Does that make sense to you? 

Yes. 

So everything is inter-related.  Everything especially when you work in these high vibrations, while there are many different aspect or attributes that one may align with, there is that common denominator you may call it that or it's that common  aspect that is the reflection of the vibration of the universe but also Quan Yin, St. Germain, Kuthumi, myself; whomever it may be.  So she is here.  She has been a part of this with you and if you want to look at the universe and universal energy; all of that is also a part of what is gathered in the All That Is.  The All That Is is a dimension you could say.  It's a gathering of literally all that is within universe. It is also made up of the individual soul essence that choose to go to that space; its' a place of creation as I said at the beginning.  When you work with the universal energy, it's drawing from the All That Is.  Plus it may draw specifically; if someone say chooses to go to the Intergalactic council or something like that then that may not be a consciousness of the All That Is but it is something that is still aligned within the universe.  Alright? Have I made you more confused? 

Umm, umm, pause.  By connecting with you today I do not need to concern about spinning the lightbody at all, it's already naturally done.  

Everything that I do is working first and foremost with the individual's light body because the light body is that aspect of you that is aligned with the crystalline grid.  So you are working through your lightbody in any of these journeys that come through here.  Anytime that you seek to connect to your divinity or your I AM presence or your over soul, however you want to consider it, then you are activating those aspects that in alignment with your lightbody and bringing it back into you in your human existence.   

Thank you Goddess. 

You are welcome. 

All right everybody, I thank you for this opportunity to share some time with you. As always it is such a joy and such a pleasure to be in this space of creating.  Remember who you are as your divinity.  Remember as you move through your daily life that you are the physical incarnation of your divine essence.  

You are complete; you are whole.  So as you seek to manifest in your life do so from that space of being complete within yourself.  Allow compassion to clear the way so that you can more fully manifest within your life all that you seek to have.  

I am ever with you and within. 

Ansaluia

15.februar 2009 Love, Love, Love! 

Love, Love, Love!  As I titled this channel, it's all about love and relationships.  I channeled the Goddess on February 15th which is why I think she chose to speak about relationships and love.  

This channel is filled with love! As I was just re-reading I could waves of love just running over and through me.  Any relationship we have in life is filtered through our own relationship with ourselves.  Within this channel, you have the opportunity to open to an even greater sense of self love and awareness.  Sometimes in our busy lives, we forget, we get distracted, we become distanced.  Allow yourself the opportunity to reconnect with YOU! 

The Goddess takes us from there into our relationships with others.  Valentine's Day may bring up varying emotions within you; perhaps the bubbling joy of excitement with your partner, perhaps a sense of lack or loneliness.  You have the opportunity in the channel to create the relationships you want! ~ Shelly

 

Nama sika; venia benya   I AM the one, I AM the whole 

I greet you my dearly, dearly beloved family.  

I feel so much love; I feel so much energy each time I come into this space in which you are.  The group that gets together upon the telephone is growing; the group of people who follow this at a later time is growing.  So whether people are physically present or not, all of those energies come together in this room.  And I invite you to close your eyes and as you take in a breath, consciously allow yourself to breathe in and then out, reaching out to the rest of the people.  It doesn't matter where you are physically located.  

We have already created a room in which we come to gather.  Feel the presence of all who are here.  The majority of you are human, but there are quite a few angels, teachers and guides who are also here within this space.  This weekend upon the earth is called Valentine's Day.  It is a time of hearts, it is a time of love, and for some people it makes them very happy and excited and they feel reconnected with their loved ones.  

For other people it may amplify a feeling of being lonely or alone.  So you have both ends of the spectrum in terms of how people are feeling.  In this moment I invite you to open your heart and feel my love, feel my enthusiasm to be here with you.  I choose each one of you; I choose to share my love, my energy and my light with you. 

You are loved. You are appreciated.  You are beautiful energies of light and everything that you do throughout your day is a reflection of this.  Take this moment while still fully grounded upon the earth and acknowledge that for yourself.  Open your heart; feel the love that is within you. 

Let us go upon our journey.  I invite you to take one more breath that moves in.  Let it move through your lungs, let it ground in through your abdomen.  You may choose to send it into the earth, anchoring in the earth and then bringing it back in within you.  With another breath, consciously let go your physical body.  Allow your consciousness; allow your focus to shift so that you move into the magnetic grid.  As you are moving into the grid, become aware of how you align with your higher self. 

Your higher self resides within this space.  It feels cozy, it feels comfortable.  You are in and out as you move through your days.  Take a moment to make this your own.  As you are ready to do so, have a sense of allowing your energies to shift further. You move through an interlocking grid until you arrive within the crystalline grid.  Let yourself play within this space.  Feel the vibration, feel how light, feel as if you align within whatever portion of this grid you find yourself, or perhaps you have a sense of aligning with a specific crystal.  

The crystalline grid consists of many different types of crystals, some that are mirrored upon the earth, others that have never been upon the earth. It is a way in which energy is being produced.  The more that the earth expands the more it comes into alignment with these crystalline energies.  The more that you work in these higher vibrations--the more crystalline vibrations you have within you or that you are in alignment with. 

This is a space that is utilized by all; there is less of a space which is individualized for you.  These energies are more flexible; they transmit impulses in a different manner.  You are each learning the best way for you to utilize these energies.  You are also learning how to create the alignment within your body so that you may manifest more and more of what this represents.  

As you look around take in as much as your senses allow for you to discern.  I then invite you to take in a deep breath with your physical body, but with your consciousness have a sense of taking a deep breath within that also. And then as you breathe out, feel as if you relax.  

Feel as if you are letting down any barriers that may be within your consciousness.  And as you do so the brilliances of the crystals become enhanced. The light, the vibration, the essence; everything is enhanced.  Let yourself revel, let yourself play, let yourself merge with these energies.  You may feel it in your physical body.  You may sense it throughout all that you take in through feelings, images, sound.  This is for you. 

I invite you to shift once more so that you move into the soul plane.  As you arrive within the soul plane feel your energies as they once more expand.  As you allow yourself to focus within this space, invite your I Am presence to come forth and make itself known.  

I am able to discern a difference with so many of you who have been working with the energies of how you perceive yourself as a human, yourself as your divinity.  My perception is that as I observe you there is a greater amount of divinity or expanded perception of self, howsoever you want to consider it that emanates from each one of you.  

Then as you reach out, as you embrace, as you allow yourself to fully blend let that move even deeper within you.  Take a moment and just feel your divinity as it merges with you, feel the love, feel your connection, feel the presence.  It's right here; it's now a part of you.  I the Goddess now move into this space in which you are.  I reach out to each one of you and I embrace you as your divinity, you as your human essence.  And as I do so you find yourself shifting into the All That Is. 

As you have a sense of arriving, as you feel yourself complete this shift, the space around you or the energy around you is even more expanded than any of those other stair steps that you have taken.  This is the space of the All That Is, the space of creation.  It is a place for you where you can practice all you seek to manifest upon the earth.  

Many of you come here in your dream state, many come consciously as you meditate, others find yourself feeling as if you're in this space just as you move through your day.  It is yours, utilize it; enjoy. 

I decided to bring in a little bit of earthly - oh, you could call it humor or earthly decorations - so the angels and I worked within this space to make it festive like a party.  We have strung hearts, those attached hearts - some are pink, white, red, and then there are all sorts of other colors because there are those that choose other colors.  

We even invited the essence that is Cupid to come and share this space. Cupid is based on a mythological energy, but he's been spoken about over the many thousands of years.  So it's an essence, an energy, a consciousness.  You could in fact say there are hundreds of Cupids present because they can manifest from that same consciousness.  But this is all but a part of the party. 

And the party for the weekend is love.  The last time we were together we worked to be able to open up and see how you are more than you thought you were, or how you practiced perceiving a greater amount of your divinity and then integrating within.  At this time on this journey, I invite each one of you to take this moment, take some minutes, however so long you would like and let yourself simply be in the presence of your divinity. 

Open your consciousness even further.  There is a flow that moves back and forth; it's less discernible as you are here and blended with your divinity.  But even within the divinity there is a flow. Consciously open and let that wash over you.  I see how some of you have created a little space that consists of clouds, some pink, some red.  You've made it like a cushion that you are leaning against.  Others are sitting; whatever is comfortable and however you would like to create this space to make it your own, I invite you to do so. 

First of all, let's take just a moment and consider how Valentine's, as a holiday or as a noteworthy experience, makes you feel.  For some, it's like a warm and fuzzy feeling; others it's a time of feasting and pleasure.  For others it's a time of loneliness and yet others it's a totally neutral word or weekend.  I bring this up only because I would like anyone who feels a sense of resistance or sadness to be able to let go those energies.  

You may have a sense of breathing in your sense of spirit, your sense of soul; and then as you breathe out, let go resistance, let go disappointments.  So that as you look around and you see the hearts and the decorations you feel either that neutral feeling or a sense of calm, peace or joy.  I flow my energy to those of you who would like to have it.  Allow yourself to breathe deeply, feeling my presence.  

Now, consider the person you are in your life at this time.  Don't worry about the past or the future; simply consider who you are right now.  So many of you have worked very consciously and diligently at expanding your heart center and opening to a greater relationship with your divinity.  This is reflected right now as each one of you is opening to just consider your heart center and where it is in your life.  Have a sense of feeling a flow of love that comes from source that comes from your I Am presence. As you allow this to flow through you your heart center expands even further.  

I ask you to consider love.  What does love mean to you?  Does the word itself generate images, feelings, things that you could touch?  Does it perhaps generate other feelings such as lack, disappointment, disconnection, sadness?  Emotions are all intertwined with one another, therefore when I ask you to consider one emotion you find that there are several others tagging along with it.  In this moment I invite you to open to the word ‘love'; feel it as it washes over you and through you.  

Everyone, no matter who you are, no matter what your life, is connected to your divinity.  Through your divinity there is unlimited love and acceptance.  As if you are turning on a sprocket, increase the flow of love.  Some I have a sense are bathing in it, others feel it washing through and over them, still others allow in just a trickle, just a tiny amount.  It is up to you, you may choose.  Open the flow let it wash through you, within you and around you.  

From your divinity, you are always supported in this life.  There is nothing you could do that would disconnect.  There are times in which you become very distant.  You may feel as if you are disconnected but you are not.  So now consider your life, consider your relationships.  How does love come into play with your relationships?  Does it feel as if sometimes it's a battle, a competition, something to control? Does it feel one sided, imbalanced, out of control? 

Now of course in your life you have a multitude of different relationships, so you choose and bring one to mind, whatever you would like.  And there you are upon your cloud bathed in the essence of pure love, pure acceptance, pure compassion, that is always yours from your source essence; from your divinity.  And as you consider the relationship that first and foremost comes to your awareness, look from the eyes of love. 

Does it give you a new perception of this individual?  Can you maybe look at how you interact with each other?  Perhaps you discern an underlying reason or meaning for the two of you to come together in this lifetime?  Perhaps you choose to be with one another simply for the joy of it, the bliss of it.  If there are problems or issues within this relationship take this time to work it out.  You may speak to them; you may have a sense of receiving information from them. 

Again, all those other emotions that are a part of life, with your relationships are there other emotions that come up and make themselves known to you?  Perhaps anger, frustration, disappointment, fear, sorrow; any other emotions that may cause this relationship to be more of a struggle than it needs to be.  Allow any of those emotions to come up.  Let the energy swirl through, clearing out as many or all of these emotions as you are able to do so.  You once more are back feeling the love, feeling the flow of light and energy from your divinity. 

Allow that to strengthen you, allow it to assist you in having a greater knowledge of who you are.  You are not defined by anybody else; you are defined by the choices you make for yourself.  You are defined by the choices that have created this human life that you are living.  But always, always you are this representation of your divinity.  Let that knowledge flow through you and then once more look at this or perhaps another relationship. 

So many people are waiting for a relationship, perhaps for a partner, perhaps for a child to come into their life, perhaps to have friends.  They have a sense of loneliness or being alone.  If this is you, let those emotions come up.  Bring them out and show them to your divinity.  Share these emotions that may have been going through you perhaps for a very long time.  Let them go.  Any sense of lack creates a resistance within you so let it go on every level. 

And again, open to the flow of your divinity; feel it wash through you, feel it lift you, feel it assist you in knowing you are not alone.  You are your divinity.  Let it fill you up, let it nurture, let it support you.  And again as you look out for those relationships you have felt lacking, open yourself to now receive perhaps information or receive a direct link that will bring into your life what you seek to have.  Any time you stand in this space of your divinity you allow it to flow through you, to flow over you, and you release resistance.  Release any emotions that hold you back.  You now see before you wide open spaces, wide open potentials; breathe those potentials into your life.  

And as you do so, allow yourself to align with whatever relationship you seek to have and then feel it flow through you until you meet, until you encounter whatever the relationship is that you seek to have.  And if perhaps it's a relationship that you already have in your life, allow it to become stronger; allow it to become enhanced.  Feel yourself and feel what it is to have what you seek.  Let those energies swirl around you.  There is nothing keeping you apart; you are together here in this space of creation.  Breathe deeply this reality into your consciousness all the way down into your physical essence. 

Your life upon the earth some people might consider to be a struggle; you might consider your life to be a struggle.  You might think that the intention is for people to struggle because they learn through their struggles.  Here within the All That Is you can see the truth that life is about joy, life is about relationships that begin first and foremost with you within yourself and then reach out to everyone from there. 

Life is about experiences, so choose experiences that bring you joy, that are easy.  Let go resistance, let go anything that keeps you from what you choose to have.  And as if I breathe my essence throughout this space, a swirling wind moves through clearing everything out.  Except for you and what you seek to have.  Acceptance - allow it to grow even stronger within and know that in the days and weeks to come your life will be a reflection of all that you are doing in this moment.  

Have a sense of coming back together as a group.  As you do so, once more notice the decorations that we've put out for you.  Perhaps now you feel more in a mood to celebrate.  

Our group has multiplied hugely because now what you are seeking to have in your life is right here with you.  You are celebrating together.  You are so strong within your own energies; you feel the love, you are the love and it radiates from you to everyone else present.  So I send my Valentine expression of love to all of you.  

With that come back as a group.  Create somewhat of a circle and within this circle, see arising the hologram of the earth.  This hologram again represents the crystalline vibrations, the magnetic dimensions, all those various levels that constitute the physical earth on which you are living.  So as it's rotating in front of you, transmit as if you send out a beam of light from within you into this hologram.  

You as you are - secure, whole, balanced and in the flow of love from your divinity - in addition transmit all that you have created during this journey.  What you are seeking to have, see as completed or feel or sense as completed and allow those energies to flow, swirling into and around this hologram. 

Gaia comes forth.  She sends forth her radiant and sparkling smile to each of you.  She reaches out and embraces you as you are.  Allow yourself to feel and know that you are connected to Gaia.  And with that she'll return within the hologram and the hologram itself begins to shift.  There is a sense of alignment that moves out from it and aligns with all the various aspects of the crystalline grid.  It moves downward through the magnetic grid; it moves into the earth.  

And as it does so it moves into the center of the earth, aligning with that immense crystal within the center of the earth and that crystal radiates outward, amplifying and enhancing all that you transmitted into the hologram.  It comes up through the earth, through the water, through the trees.  

You, wherever you are located, have a sense of bringing it up from the earth; bring it up within you.  Feel it within your physical body.  Feel and know that love from your divinity and perhaps radiate out from you in your human aspect or essence what you created during the journey. What you are manifesting in terms of relationship, send forth those energies.  And then you release that.  You have a sense of letting go that perception of following the hologram. 

Come back within yourself out here in the All That Is.  Some of you may choose to remain at the party but for the rest I invite you to begin to shift so that your consciousness returns to you the human.  As you move into the soul plane, you feel that essence or that aspect that is you in this life.  

The majority of your I Am presence remains here but as much as you are able to incorporate comes down within you.  It moves downward with you as you go back you move through the crystalline grid.  You may pause here for a moment and be able to discern even more of the subtleties of these crystalline energies. 

You move through that space coming back through and you pause for a moment in the magnetic grid.  You can feel this; you feel the magnetic pull of the earth once more.  As you align with your higher self you may have a sense that you are now aligning at a higher vibration.  There is a greater amount of your divinity within this space.  

Continue to move through.  Allow yourself to move downward, you come back within your human self; you ground within the energies of who you are.  As you are grounding within, take this moment and really feel your physical body.  You may have a sense of coming back through your head center; you feel your shoulders, your arms, your abdomen your legs.  

I invite you as you ground within yourself to open up your senses and feel what you left here that was deposited from the hologram.  Here within your physical body open your heart and let the flow of love from your divinity just well up within you. 

Allow your heart center to be wide open, accepting, feeling who you are in this lifetime.  If you worked on manifesting a change in a current relationship or perhaps a new relationship, no matter who it may have been with, bring that up now.  And send out the energy from your heart to that alignment; you are bringing it into your physical reality.  

Feel it, sense it, know that it is real.  Allow the flow of love from within you to nurture you first and foremost and then you as you look at the world, as you move through your days, as you move through and experience all the relationships that you have in any given day, you do so from this sense of self. This sense of knowing you are divine, you are loved, you are nurtured, you are supported.  Let that move through you.  

Once more take in another breath, allow yourself to come back more fully present.  Feel yourself in this moment and I invite you to ask any questions that you may have.  You may press the *7 upon your phone and Shelly will select. 

Question: (paraphrased) It is imperative that I have to move from the house where I've been living by the end of this month.  I want to know if I should concentrate my energy in the house I've found or someplace else.  I have not heard. 

Answer:  You are moving and you said you've found a house.  Now bring that house to your awareness for a moment.  (There's a pause the Goddess links.)  We see a lot of light around this but there also feels as if there is resistance.  It feels as if there is something that needs to be resolved before you can move in or something that may possibly keep you from moving in.  In terms of looking at other alternatives of what you might move into; this has the strongest light, this house you are thinking about at this moment.  It has the most energy around it, so we think this is a very good opportunity for you.  But again it feels as if there is something that needs to be resolved before you can move into that space.  There is another house that is slightly further away from where you are currently located in a slightly different direction.  It feels as if it is cozy and feels perhaps a bit smaller.  It feels as if it's nestled in trees and as if there is more land around it so that will be nurturing to you.  Again it feels like when you are looking at these houses, you will have a sense that ‘this is the one I need to be in' and all will flow to you from this space.  At this point, continue to look at that first that you are looking at.  

Thank you so much. 

You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) Hello Goddess?  Within the past 24 to 28 hours I've had a tremendous healing experience with my mom. Also, a spiritual healing occurred today with my mom.  I'm wondering if you can me anything more about that and if it will affect my daughter. 

Answer: The sense we're picking up is that the healing experience with you was something that allowed you to move to another step or another dimensions.  It feels as if there is an even greater amount of light within you.  You have always been very light filled; you've always been very open and compassionate.  You've lived your life through your heart center for a very long period of time. The sense we are picking up is that from this healing you are even more steadfastly within this more expanded dimension or more expanded awareness.  It is from this that you were able to look at your mother or look at this relationship between your mother it's as if that higher dimension took out that controversy is the word that's coming to me; that angst or those problems that were so much a part of your relationship with her so that you could maintain more fully a relationship with one another.  It's as if your transformation into the higher dimension created a greater transformation; you will see it in all your relationships.  So yes, you will see it in your daughter also.  When you were in the space of your own personal healing, it was as if you could then with compassion and with an undemanding type of energy-you could hold that out for your mother.  This made a potential for your mother to step into.  She is at a place in her life where she's been re-evaluating stuff we sense for the last few months.  It's as if she is closer to the angels or talking to the angels more.  We have a very strong sense of her looking at life from the perspective of the angels.  It feels to us as if this is a different perspective from what she used in the past.  We sense that you first and foremost by creating what you have done, then you open that potential to her.  But also she was in a place of being lined up and ready to step into it; the synchronicity happened in that way.  With your daughter, she is not yet there, but we have a sense it will affect her also.  You will find that all of your relationships will be shifting.  It was a perfect preface or preview for this journey tonight was it not?  As you went through this journey tonight I saw you blending and encompassing more of your I AM presence than you did before.  

Thank you so much!  Any more that you can tell me about my mom?  Do I need to go back and visit her? How is she doing? She's been ill lately.  

If you feel a need to go back and visit her that is something we see as a potential for you, that you might choose to do that.  If you are asking in a subtle way if we think she will transition; we sense those energies around her but they do not feel eminent.  It feels like there is still more time she choose to have upon the earth.  2009 is a year of completion and a master year; many people feel it in different ways.  She just has that sense of completion within her life, that sense of cleaning up, letting go or resolving.  She herself feels much lighter to us, she feels happier, and she feels as if she's shifting. 

Wonderful, I think that's it.  Thank you very much. 

You are welcome beloved. 

Question: (paraphrased) I am sort of stuck with my energies and I don't which direction to go.  I am wondering about healing which my heart tells me to do, then there is the jewelry making.  Another which my common sense tells me I should go to is to use the internet marketing to make money.  

Answer: Yes, as we see you considering all these various options for yourself, we see that that is where the stuck energy is coming from.  There is actually a potential you can do some or all of these things.  It doesn't feel to us as if it needs to be only one thing or another.  The other thing coming to us we would recommend to you is that especially with healing, that is what has the strongest energy around it.  In part there is a part of you that says I can't make money off this so how will I support myself so I have to be practical.  Our sense is that yes it could be a way to generate income, but it feels like there is a time lapse before you can do this, as if there is something you need to do before you can set up the business; it not yet in place.  The jewelry making business is something that is very creative and you have fun doing.  We think no matter what you do in life, you will always be making jewelry.  We see that as being linked to the internet business, as if you will be selling it through the internet.  We also see trade shows and individual shows, like in people's houses.  It's more so about you taking this time to evaluate; what do you truly want to do that is work from your heart.  Whether its internet marketing, the jewelry, the healing or something we have not even mentioned.  Our sense is that if you step aside from your mental body and the analytical and what I ‘should' be doing and get into what I purely want to do in my life.  You then say how can I have this bring in some income for me.  Then the sense we get is that it will help you to become more fully balanced and then you will get more motivation of how to bring this into being.  Does that make more sense to you? 

Yes, I always try to connect to my soul and go into a direction, but sometimes I just don't know where to go.  

Yes, we can see that you have struggled with that in the past, but in the journey tonight, as I link with you and look at this; you were so deeply connected.  There was such flow, light and energy!  It feels to me as if you created a new relationship within yourself to your soul, your divinity.  If you will practice, how so ever you want to set it up, be it when you go to sleep at night, when you wake up in the morning; breathe gently and easily, sitting in the chair, breathe gently and easily making the intention of linking to your divinity.  You can take the stair steps like we take in these journeys because that's one of the reasons I do it that way, it assists people in expanding.   So if you practice those steps you will find that you get to the place in the not so distant future that you need only take one or two breaths and you can feel that flow of divinity or love.  All you need to do is make that connection, let that flow be there; then look at the jewelry, look at the healing, look at these other things and see if you don't get greater insights.  Right now it looks wide open to us, it's only a matter of you choosing what you would enjoy doing.  

Okay, thank you so much Goddess!  That is exactly what I was looking for.  

Oh excellent! You are welcome.  

Question (paraphrased) Hi Goddess I have an opportunity to finance a business venture with a friend.  I've been reluctant to take that next step.  We both have as individually past records of sabotaging ourselves financially, so I don't know if the two of us are capable of making this a successful venture. 

Answer:  We actually have a strong amount of energy around and think it has a lot of potential around it.   When you speak of both you and your friend in the past having the self sabotage-that is something that happens so often to humans.  It happens so often on several different levels. Sometimes it's an unconscious thing other times it's a matter of as you take the steps into a new venture and things expand; you just go into fear.  You think you can't handle it, it's going too fast, or too much.  Sabotage can come from many many different perspectives.  It can create a specific halt in your life so to speak.  We can see that both of you have had that pattern in your life in the past.  We also see that because of having had that pattern and because of where you are on your journey that you are choosing to create a new life.  This life is from a conscious choice.  Step by step, every step that you take it will keep you from going into the self sabotage as you have in the past.  Our sense is that the two of you can work very well together. 

Now having said that, we also have a sense that especially at the beginning there will be a bit of a power struggle; it feels like communication needs to be very important.  For some reason we feel a need to tell you that there needs to be a special room or separate space that is where you can go and you call it your communication room.  It's a place you can go and really speak from your heart whether it's about your personal friendship or the business or something else all together.  We just have a sense to tell you that there needs to be a sacred space where you can really speak your mind.  We have a sense this other individual has less of a tendency to speak you as you do yet will hold onto things and it will becomes an underlying resentment; which can create problems through lack of communication.  That's why we feel the need to recommend you create a space for a communication room.  If you set up a foundation with all these things and you are open and communicative throughout this process we have a sense of seeing this grow.  But we also want to say to you that we that you have worked with what you want to manifest and what you want to bring in and it feels a little bit narrowed to us of what it can be.  With whatever it is- we don't have a clear vision of what it is- but we do want to tell you to expand it and think bigger than what you are thinking.  You are narrowing down the potentials.  We see a narrow window around you instead of a wide open window.  Does all of that make sense? 

Yes it does and thank you for the advice.  

You are very welcome. 

Goddess:  (paraphrased) Thank you for this beautiful loving energy you have created here!  I'd like to know how I can further open my channels so I may better hear my angels and guides and also what steps I should take so I fulfill my divine mission. 

 

Answer: You mission to us at this point looks wide and varied.  We see it as very creative as an expression of yourself through music, art, dance; just feels very creative.  It feels as if you are already doing it!  It feels as if you are on the path of what you have created from your divine self.  So we feel as if you are pretty good on tract for what that is.  Now as for opening up and hearing and feeling your angels we feel as if they are talking to you all the time.  Sometimes you actually hear and feel their information but you just think it's your own self talking to you; you don't think of it as them.  What you are trying to do is move into a step where you create a space either at your computer or in meditation.  This is when you are trying to be able to have them communicate to you ‘on demand'.  Then you bring up a resistance within you that comes up from within your mental body.  You enjoy movement within your body.  You enjoy motion within your life.  So perhaps if you were outside walking and the trees and flowers are around you or perhaps you are doing something with motion instead of sitting still; then if you open up your consciousness you can invite your angels to come in.  We even have a sense of you be extremely creative in this.  You can say this one has wings on her back, this one has a yellow light around him; it can be pretty much whatever you want it to be.  The essence of those angels is already there.  They are there for you.  They are communicating with you.  If there is something out of your own imagination you would like to give to them its fine.  It doesn't matter to them.  This is a way that you can give them an image or something that will make them more real to you.  Then you can let yourself link with that and let the flow of energy become greater.  You then have a better chance of perceiving whatever messages they may have for you or even just feeling their energy. Does that make sense to you?

Yes it does, thank you very much. 

We see you as filled with light,   we see you as moving forward.  We see all sorts of love and potentials and energy around you.  

Question: (paraphrased) I have done an awful lot of work the last few months and think I've made a lot of progress.  I'm wondering if you can give me some confirmation on that and any assistance in raising my frequency even more. 

Answer: First of all it's a little bit hard to discern.  We have a sense of a steady upward journey that goes back over several years.  Is that what you're talking about the past month or two?  

The past 4-6 months have been a specific change in direction.  The actual working on spiritual stuff has been the majority of my life.  

Alrighty, we just saw that long steady journey which has probably been the journey of your life.  We do have a sense of discerning there is a very high vibrational energy around you. We do have a sense that what you are doing most recently is having an affect on your vibration.  It's as if we saw you in one space and now you have jumped up a couple steps higher.  We hate to use the word higher and lower; it was just to give you a sense of reference.  It's not that it was higher, you were expanding outward also.  But we see that there is a greater translucency to you.  You are letting go of the density.  Density can be old energy you're holding onto, strife, anxiety, fears; any emotions like that can cause one to become more dense as it weighs down on them. 

We see this is a great of what you've been working through and letting go of.  It's made you very transparent and we see a deeper sense of - transparency! (Chuckling) We feel like we're going a little bit in a circle here! But that is really what we see.  What we see going forth in the future is that you really don't need any assistance in moving to a higher place because you are doing so much your self.  You are living and shifting into the 5th dimension on a fairly consistent basis as you go through your day.  You can reach higher than that from time to time and you do so in your daily life.  But we do have a sense you are there much more than you give yourself credit for.  So if you want to become more conscious of it, you can put forth the intention to be aware, we have a sense of you getting a flash of light or flash of heat or something instantaneous like a tap on the shoulder; this will help you to realize ‘oh okay I am aren't' I'?  You can set it up with your intention for the next month to two months or however long you want to help you recognize that you truly have completed so much of this shifting and that from here forth there is not limit as to how high your dimension will raise and how you will bring in this greater energy.  

As with everyone else we've spoken with tonight, you too created this space.  Your bond within yourself is quite deep and it went even deeper within your I AM presence.  That was a given.  But by working with the energies of this journey what we have a sense was happening was that you were using it as an opportunity to bring it much more so down into your physical life instead of keeping it up in the All That Is.  That is what you did for yourself in order to take this to the next level for yourself.  Does that all make sense? 

That did! It made perfect sense.  Thank you. 

Thank you everyone for this opportunity.  Since my words were getting so jumbled up with that last one, I need to bring this to a close.  I see there are still several who I was unable to answer their questions, I'm sorry for that.  Open up your heart and be in the flow of energy and love.  I the Goddess will come to you and share some time with you and transmit as much information to you as I can. 

So with this completion of our Valentine's celebration, I invite you to consciously choose love in your life; consciously choose to be open to the flow of love, of acceptance and awareness, most especially that which comes from yourself and for yourself.  

In this moment you are each so deeply connected and so deeply filled with love, with awareness, with compassion and it is who you are as a human as well as who you are within your divinity.  So beloved, know that I am always with you and within. 

I am with you. 

Ansaluia

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